Things have been in the fast lane lately.I love it, and wouldnt trade it for anything. Just so many new feelings are coming along, and i can tell my life about to change in some way. Uni starts real soon, and that mean results are out soon. Im worried, but im not. I think the only legit reason im worried is because my parents expect so much from me, and i expect nothing from me, so what happens is a bonus. I used to hate myself, remember? I used to want to change the skin i lived in. I hated me, and everyone around me. A few years back now, but im glad things have changed. whenever someone says im lucky to live the way i do, i correct them and say, actually no. Im not lucky, i worked to put my life the way it is now. I worked to gain friendships with good people, and develop people around me who love and appreciate me.
Ive thought about it alot, and i want to stay independent for as long as i can. i want to stay the lexi that i am right at this moment for a good time. im happy with what ive created, and im happy with the way people see me. it's not an over night task, and i get angry when people expect it to be.
I do like this blog tonight. nice to spill. not that i dont have people to talk to. i do, and i do spill to them. but i like to put it on a page. (:
I hope you know i love you.
(: I wake up everyday it’s a daydream
Everythin in my life isn’t what it seems
I wake up just to go back to sleep
I act real shallow but I’m in to deep
And all I care about is sex and violence
And a heavy bass line is my kind of silence
Everybody says I got to get a grip
But I let sanity give me the slip
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